Diary Entries Of A Murderer

I discharge see Julias grave in await of me. And Carlas. Yet, I dont really remember that shadow. The night they died, I correspond. I know that Julie was line. She was arguing with me. It was a foresighted and loud argument. Something ab bulge a hospital of some kind. She cherished me to go t here. I dont know why. I dont esteem I was sick. I think she had something in her hand. It was glinting in the smudge light of the direction. She kept repeating that I shouldnt go near her. I couldnt get a line why. I loved her. She was my wife and I went closer to her. She was so beautiful. Her hair was yielding and pretty. I took two steps towards her. She pointed the currency object she was holding. I held her, holding the sheeny metal part towards her heart which was whacking fast. hence, I kissed her and she fell to the floor, heavily.Red was her favourite colour.3rd April 2004 blackthorn RoadBlackthorn Road. What a name It reminds me of a thorn, a really big one, cove tri gger-happy with dry out blood blackened. Then, there she was. She was wearing red stilettos, a matching red surcharge with a white belt roughly her slim waist. Her shoulder-length brown hair was drift with the wind. Her bargon legs, face as aristocratic as a babys, were exposed. She was taking long strides, walking in an elegant humanityner. She walked near past me. Without even noticing I was there.Julia I called out. She kept on walking. I called her again. only if she continued to ignore me. Rage move through me.How d be she ignore me give care that? I thought to myself.I walked oer to her and grabbed her arm.Farewell, beautiful.8th April 2004My daughters bedroomHer bedroom was endlessly well-kept. It has a single bed, and a teensy desk that occupied one side of the bedroom. The room is empty. No one is at home. She mustiness be watching television downstairs. I love her. Whats her name though? Amanda? Or the other one, Carla? It must be Amanda. Then who was Carla? She walks in, her blue eyes wide.What are you doing here? How did you get in?What do you mean? This is my fellowship, little miss daughter.I am not your daughter. Your daughter is deadWhat are you saying?You killed her And you killed your wife Dont you make bold recognize near me Ill call the policeI look at her. How did she know I killed her mother? Did she see it? Will she sketch it to the police?She cant know this and survive.I suck to make sure of that.15th April 2004Swordbill HotelI am in room add together 101. I want to talk to my Julie. I miss her. She was probably making dinner right now. I dial our house number.It rings s incessantlyal times.Where is she?I just about hung up whenHello?It is a mans voice. on that point was not supposed to be a man at home. No man was allowed to visit Julia when I was not there.Julia is having an affair, I think angrily.How could you do this to me Julia? And who the hell are you? What are you doing at my house? How dare youI slam the phone down.At the same instant, a woman came in.She truism me and started to scream.Keep quiet, damn itShe shuts up.What did I ever do to you, Julia? I said sadly. why did you guard to do this to me? Dont you know how oftentimes I love you?She was cowering towards the door looking nervously at me, nearly in tears.I got irritated.Doing that innocent princess act on me is not going to work, I thought, I would have to make her pay for what she did to me genuinely quickly, I grab her and drag her to the bed. I take a pillow. I come in it on her mouth watching her thrill in fear. Then I edit it on her eyes and kissed her goodbye. I could assay the salty tears that had fallen on her lips. I then cover her immaculate face with it and hold it tight.After she point limp on the bed, I walked out the door.20th April 2004Prison bunkI dont know why those men put in me in here. I dont think Ive unordered the law or anything. They keep lecture about killing someone. I have no idea what they are talking about. It doesnt matter though. I called Julia. Shell come to alliance me out after she picks up Carla from her ballet lessons.